I want to be in a relationship where my parents are really close to your parents so when ever I have a party you guys are always invited and you guys stay till 1 in the morning or vise versa. I wish your parents liked me and my parents liked you so they're both okay with us going out. I wish our parents trusted us being in the room alone so we can have sleep overs. Things would be easier.
You know that feeling? When you're just waiting. Waiting to get home, into your room, close the door, fall into bed, and just let everything out that you kept in all day. That feeling of both relief and desperation. Nothing is wrong. But nothing is right either. And you're tired. Tired of everything, tired of nothing. And you just want someone to be there and tell you it's okay. But no one's going to be there. And you know you have to be strong for yourself, because no one can fix you. But you're tired of waiting. Tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else. Tired of being strong. And for once, you just want it to be easy. To be simple. To be helped. To be saved. But you know you won't be. But you're still hoping. And you're still wishing. And you're still staying strong and fighting, with tears in your eyes. You're fighting.
23168.) I want to see your face in the morning. I want to see your face when you see me in a wedding dress walking towards you. I want to see your face when you see our first baby. I want to see your face in that baby's face. Every time I hear a song I wonder if you know it. Every time I hear a joke I want to know if you think it's funny. We don't have to have kids. We don't have to be married. We don't have to do anything you don't want to do but can I please have you near me for the rest of my life?